Ready for a Change

yup. I'm ready... but nothing happens. i guess that is why change can be so hard because somethings you have to make the first move.

on another note I've been thinking about getting a tattoo or another piercing. My choices are have been narrowed down to either the snakebite piercing or a tattooed poem. I would get the snakebites very very small, like the smallest they have, or I could get the tattoo on my ribcage. The tat would be a poem I first heard in the movie G.I. Jane (one of my childhood favorites... big shocker, right), it is called Self-Pity by H.d. Lawrence.

I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

Basically I want this poem to be my new life motto. I will no longer complain about any differences in treatment my brother and I receive. I will no longer dislike my job because of unfair situations. And blah blah, self-improvement.

So the cons of having the piercing is that they are on my face, and with the tongue ring I think that might be too much. Also when I remove them I could have small holes/scars there, and that would be annoying for lack of a better word. On the opposite side, the tattoo is permanent. As in FOREVER... like herpes or the change to vampirism ( and yes I did just make that word up and it is referring to twilight).

So I'm not sure when of if I will be getting anything. But when I do, obviously y'all will know!