Ready for a Change

yup. I'm ready... but nothing happens. i guess that is why change can be so hard because somethings you have to make the first move.

on another note I've been thinking about getting a tattoo or another piercing. My choices are have been narrowed down to either the snakebite piercing or a tattooed poem. I would get the snakebites very very small, like the smallest they have, or I could get the tattoo on my ribcage. The tat would be a poem I first heard in the movie G.I. Jane (one of my childhood favorites... big shocker, right), it is called Self-Pity by H.d. Lawrence.

I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

Basically I want this poem to be my new life motto. I will no longer complain about any differences in treatment my brother and I receive. I will no longer dislike my job because of unfair situations. And blah blah, self-improvement.

So the cons of having the piercing is that they are on my face, and with the tongue ring I think that might be too much. Also when I remove them I could have small holes/scars there, and that would be annoying for lack of a better word. On the opposite side, the tattoo is permanent. As in FOREVER... like herpes or the change to vampirism ( and yes I did just make that word up and it is referring to twilight).

So I'm not sure when of if I will be getting anything. But when I do, obviously y'all will know!

So I got my cavity filled yesterday and it didn't hurt while getting it, but about 3 hours later my tooth and cheek hurt soooo bad. I actually had to hold back the tears. But I woke up this morning feeling okay so its all good, I guess! While the dentist was filling the cavity he kept saying. "Ohh this one is in a hard place." Which is deff not what you want to hear from your dentist when your getting your first cavity filled. So I just looked up at the light and repeated counted to five. After this interesting experience I decided to make my new goal to floss everyday.

Right now I am taking a break from studying physics. (I had to google that to make sure I wrote the right word, because I always get physics and psychics confused). I have a test tomorrow and it should be pretty easy considering it is only covering three chapters. I use to be afraid of summer classes. I always heard that they go by sooooo fast and there is so much material covered. But after this summer and from hearing other people's experiences I don't think summer classes are soo bad anymore.

That Last One Was Too Long

So its been a few days since I've last blog. I guess I have writer's block, because I have nothing really to write about.

I went to the dentist yesterday and guess who got thier first cavity... yes its me. I get it filled next Monday so that will be a new experience! They said my top molars have come in and that my lower two are starting to peak their lil heads. They suggested surgery. I suggested not. The way I see it, once they come in they are fine (or at least in my case). I have had a few issues with pain from them, but that is just the pain that goes along with a new tooth coming in anyway.

Yesterday was an extremely crappy day. They asked be to pull a split shift and not thinking I agreed to the extra hours. It wasn't until late Wednesday that I agreed to have a hectic day. So I worked in the morning then went to the dentist then worked till close, then I went to see Breaking Dawn... (Is that its name?) or the new twilight movie with some friends. For the record I'm totally Team Jacob! But going to the movie theater reaking (Did I spell that right?) of fish... SUCKED. I know what your thinking, why didn't I go home and shower before the movie? Well that was the plan but work lasted way longer then expected.

Other new things in my life include my dog, Lula! Guess who got an awesome haircut? Well its def not Lula. I come home from work one day last week and I saw the massacre that is Lula's haircut and I cant stop laughing. It literally is the worst haircut EVER. My mom decided that Lula must have been too hot in all her hair, which isn't really that much. So she cut her hair in layers. Yeah, very cute on dogs! And when I say layers I mean uneven, rings that leave Lula looking like a rat or pig!